The year ends and a new one begins.

..and so on and on...and on we go. And we have kept going. And we have kept at it. Just like everyone else! Nothing has stopped us, on the contrary things have pushed us! Pushed us to see, pushed us to taste! Pushed us to try and to try again - and try harder! And in the middle of all that trying we have dug out a comfy, stimulating (and very french) little space here in  our little town in France. A place we call home. A place that has warmed us, kept us together and provided us plenty: Number 1, rue rene quinton. A place we love.
It's been a "what'a YEAR!" to say the least. And this year is almost finished! 2011 is soon to be gone, I don't know if I want to kiss it goodbye and say thank you! - or throw it out the window and yell (at the top of my lungs): "goodbye suckkkkerrr..!.... who'da daddy now???! --and before I start having a dance in my chair kinda moment, I just want to wish you a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from PARIS - we move forward from here, BRING IT ON.  xoxoxoxo gisa.  

JM in the USA!

"Dear Blacksburg"!!! Jean Marc arrived in the USA on Sunday! He was cleared by the doctors to go and work for 2 whole weeks! He left Saturday and made it to his job at Nuvotronics -  in Radford, Virginia. He was welcomed by his collegues and friends!!! They are happy to have him! They welcomed him with a party and the usual craziness! He will soon make his way to Airport Acres in Blacksburg to visit our neighborhood and friends. Sashi and Simbad may recognize him??? Almost one FULL YEAR later, in the USA and with a new liver! whew! Noel sent me a picture of Jean Marc and David on skateboards,-- Romote control skateboards so Jean Marc doesn't have to push! how thoughtful!

Look! no effort!

It's been GREAT to walk with Jean Marc, to have some outings in Paris when he can, and it's been great seeing his appetite rise!

 I’ve taken so many pictures and I’m going to post them all! Fontainebleau has been flooded with tourists and Paris alike! Paris in the summer has been beautiful, I've loved seeing the seasons change and finally, FINALLY feeling peaceful, not hurried, not worried, just really enjoying as much as I can, as much as we can. One whole year gone by almost. I think this time last year we were just about to leave Blacksburg ..and head to Michigan.

From Paris..

To the USA!
xoxoxoxo

Mama Lali for 3 weeks!

 Mama Lali is visiting! What a treat for Kenji and Keo! Patisseries, Boulangeries, and Bon Bon shops  24/7!

 We spent the evening in Paris on Bastille Day watching the fireworks at the Tour Eiffel while Broadway musicals were playing throughout the park.

 I took my mom and the boys to Versailles..it had been 10 years since we were here last when Kenji was 1 and Stephy -doll (little sister) was 10 herself!

 Versailles!

Smiling photos, by the flowers was something I wanted to get a picture of...although they were interested in other things...

 

Mama Lali and Keo-nut looking so very French by park benches and iron gates.

 

 and Kenji strolling, looking pleasantly mature :)

We saw the Tour de France on Sunday! Will be posting tomorrow!

Breath

Dear Blacksburg  Blog, Thank you for hanging in there with me. Thanks for not giving up on me. You kept nagging at me when I didn't write. You'd come knocking on my door when the weeks went by and I didn't write. It was like missed appointments. Hey - it was like therapy sessions. And now that "the event" is over, your still here doing your follow up work, still knocking. Why? Cause you know that even though we have been through something and seem "fine" with smile on our faces, our insides are upside down and inside out. And so follow through we must till we regain our stability inside and out. Here is a flower for you and all those that have supported us through this year. It's going to be a year soon that we left Airport Acres, Blacksburg. One year soon. Thank you to my friends and family for strength and support. For emails, blog posts and phone calls. Your little notes have made us hold on that much more.

A flower for you.

A moveable feast

'If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man, then wherever you go for the rest of your life, it stays with you, for Paris is a moveable feast.' ~ Ernest Hemingway

And so it will then, I say! I think Paris will always be with us.

We will feast on History..Was there really a Prince..? and if there wasn't, who thought of that wonderful street name!

Art...

Culture of the people...(and look at the symmetry of bikes and arches!)

The Cuisine..

let me try to translate this beautiful text that makes all my guilty pleasures go away.

"Macarons (those little french round cakes), cakes, etc...

yummmmmmmm

(something about) Taste Buds and Emotions..

There is no harm in doing yourself goodness.

good good and re-good..

Being " Gourmand" (loving food) is Essential..

Strawberry tartes, Caramel Eclairs and Rasberry Crumbles, chocoalate cake..

Yummmmm, another little bite..."

and more..

well, it doesn't sound as nice in English...but rest assure it's beautiful.

And as we continue to get healthier we try not to miss an opportunity to look around us at all the simple pleasure of life that pass our eyes, this moveable feast we really are in.

Smooth Sailing...

These couple weeks have been a success. The waves have settled and "Ahoy! - land is in view!!! " Our little boat is coming in!
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Jean marc is doing better. He is going longer and longer without any "serious" problems. I am still hodling my breath a lot of the time, but - feeling now that this may be it! The worst is really over. We can all relax a little.. I feel like I could sleep for the next 9 months...
Time to layout on the boat and get some sun! The rain is gone!

 The boys too I think. We could all use a really long nap...or a really great HOLIDAY!!!!!!

 And so we continue with our window gazing and pastry eating. I've started to run a little again, swim a little, and things have gotten their taste back. We can all actually enjoy a good dessert, a nice chocolate eclair...things are starting to have taste again, for real, not just "for written".

 And my baby boys have done and excellent job of hanging on through this roller coaster. Of doing their best, of doing what they have to do. It's like I handed them both little backpacks at the beginning of this adventure, packed them with strength, love and courage and sent them on their way, sometimes alone, and through dark forests, hoping they would make good use of what they had if they needed. And they did...

 and they came out like champions. With the support of one another, through the good, the bad and the ugly.

...Today Jm is walking some, cooking some, working some, and loving to be up and about again with Kenji and Keo. Papa is back, slowly. Things are still rough sometimes, some days are good, some are not. He needs lots of rest, he needs to get some weight back on, he needs to recover lots. His attitude of steel has gotten him through this, he doesn't even look back at what has happened. I guess we all don't, not yet at least..we are just trying to dust ourselves off still, and I don't know when that time will be when we all come around to looking back. All I know for sure is that it is still not yet. We are still running with our feet off the ground trying to get the hec out of where we have just been and not yet ready to talk about our experience. 

- looking to the future is not a bad thing after all sometimes and going through this without the support of family & friends near and far have made everything good possible. i am so lucky.

(and i am so happy to write this post. It feels like a little story coming to end, with a good, GREAT ending.)

xoxoxo

Rue Rollin

 Rue Rollin in Paris!

They knew we would come! And they knew we would do well!

Ta Da!

A day out window shopping...or better..window display watching in Paris.

                                    The stops we make to gaze and sigh at all the beautiful & delicious creations. It's usually Keo and I that stop and watch, take a picture, and dream about what it may taste like. I'm sure this is great for Keo, to just take a moment...to stop and enjoy--, food!

  And for me to stop and enjoy the pretty baby strollers ..and pretty colored dresses.. and plum umbrellas..it's just too much!

And then the Bistros, and all those Chalk Boards! and I want that pen they use to write on the chalk boards. And I'm learning to write cursive just the way they do! Forget the food -  look at the pretty cursive writing!

And then the Life. the people, the looks, the gestures, the chairs, the air.

Makes me feel like Life is still happening, and that after these 9 months of BLAH, CRASH and BOOMS, I am ready to jump back in the pleasures of life once again.

"And so...Jean Marc..honey..what about another baby?"

 A GIRL?!!!

Keo? Kenji?  little sibling? A little girl we can dress in Pink and walk around town with Plum umbrellas on the poussette? and I can wear flowing dusty pink dresses? In Paris? NY? Blacksburg?

Hello..?

(big dreamy sigh...)...maybe one day...